-`[lester]

Really nervous now. I'm serious.
Got a phone call from the school.
The office said that the Vice-Principal,
he wants to see my dad tomorrow at 2.30pm.
I'm really fking nervous. I really don't know.
If i really retain, that's the end of it.
I dont think i will go back to school after that.
It seems that only 2 from my class will be retained.
Although it's only 2 , I'm still nervous.
It doesn't seem any better.
It doesn't mean that i can't be included in the 2.
I just want to pray to God. Pray really hard.
It doesn't mean that i only pray in times of need.
Somehow i've failed to serve God in ways.
Somehow i don't know where i've failed.
I really hope i get promoted. REALLY.
Though sometimes i might be too lazy,
I really feel like studying but just that,
I don't have the mood to do so at all.
Well, I think i've wasted enough time.
Regretting is useless, but working hard from now,
would probably be the ideal thing to do.
It's not too late somehow, but i really wasted time.
I heard of the news that Henglee , Weixin and Lini,
they have a high chance of dropping to NA.
Henglee however chooses to be retained.
Good Luck to all of you man! Ciaoz